I Regret I Fear and Regret Revisited

I Regret I Fear - part one

I regret, I fear, that you were ever here
Love so intense, I feel too much to my chagrin
not better to be in love and lose
better to have that love at any cost

languishing in desolation
wish I could keep you at arms length
you envelop my heart

supine in my grief I repent at the alter of my emotions
wracked with regret I’ve let this wound fester
repair the chasm, let the lesion coagulate

irrevocably in love , still resolute
at the risk of plagiarising Piaf
no I do not regret
I fear I do not regret

Regret Revisited - part two

Regret , I fear, has turned into acceptence
Love so intense, now glad you were here.
Wish with all my heart, I hadn’t lost you.

I Bask in sweet memories of the past
Still long to be with you.
But I’ve come to the conclusion,
I’ll never have you.

Sometimes the pain feels like it has gone,
But love lingers on.
irrevocably in love , still resolute

Fuck I’m not over you.