For I am 17 I’ve been alone in a room for two years bed bounded getting 8 brain surgeries three spinal taps and two bur-holes and 2 chest and stomach surgeries . In that time I had nothing but pain , silence and my thoughts to keep me company.
The effect of this is that u grew into the grasps of cynicism and I became very well acquainted with poetry usually writing when I was overwhelmed with immense pain. With a million thoughts good and bad boldly bleeding into each other. I’ve become an introvert and seek seclusion .
i am 66years old i havehad a few deep relations with women but wish i was married one relationship together everyday all day for thirty years
love is like an oases in the desert you never know of the next oases
You are not alone in this feeling
For I am 17 I’ve been alone in a room for two years bed bounded getting 8 brain surgeries three spinal taps and two bur-holes and 2 chest and stomach surgeries . In that time I had nothing but pain , silence and my thoughts to keep me company.
The effect of this is that u grew into the grasps of cynicism and I became very well acquainted with poetry usually writing when I was overwhelmed with immense pain. With a million thoughts good and bad boldly bleeding into each other. I’ve become an introvert and seek seclusion .
loneleness
i feel how you are feeling allthough not so much physical pain but i have mentall illness most of my life