Snow

How do I stay sane when seeing is only pain?
Brain tries to filter but to no avail
I hold my head in my hands with eyes closed
I search for clarity but only fail

Body trembles to the penetrating abuse
Ears ring to the vibrating bass
Tears stream down my fatigued face

'Unwanted glares; sunburst haloes
Awkward colours where no rainbow follows
Double vision; obscure shapes
Twisting & turning, I fall; no escape'

"The TV has a signal but only flickering dots do I see
The snow becomes a blizzard blinding my view
The static amplifies crafting only black & white
Visuals of noise becomes my only clear sight"

"The TV plays but only jumping blocks do I see
The snow becomes a storm blanking my view
The static increases painting only white & black
Visuals of sound becomes electric feedback"

How can I find a cure when sight is only a blur?
Head tries to compute but only fails
I scream out loud to still the building rage
I hold on tight but fall from the rails

Body trembles to the penetrating attack
I sway as my world begins to spin
I smile to hide the anxiety within

'Unwanted glares; sunburst haloes
Awkward colours where no rainbow follows
Double vision; obscure shapes
Twisting & turning, I fall; no escape'