weirdelf
weirdelf
May 02, 2012

I shaved my head and beard today

I shaved my head and beard today
but it didn’t take away
the feeling I had crawled
recently from a dumpster,
although I felt meaner.
And a little colder.

the sun is going down,
the wine is running red,
I'm feeling awake,
someone else might soon be dead.

Meaner and colder
is fine by me
a life lived in lead
is the final dread.

About This Poem

Last Few Words: Jusst playing here, it might lead to something. This is where a 'Workspace' would be useful http://www.neopoet.com/idea/your-own-workspace-neopoet

Review Request Intensity: I want the raw truth, feel free to knock me on my back

Editing Stage: Editing - rough draft

About the Author

Region, Country: Sydney, Australia, AUS

Favorite Poets: The Romantics

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judyanne

interesting write

i personally would totally cull
‘someone else might soon be dead.
… dead and well fed,
going to bed’

also I would lose ‘suckers’
then I would think this write awesome

love judy
xxx

weirdelf

dead and well fed,
going to bed,
waking with dread,
life set in lead,

are the suckers, fools, not living at all, company people, consumerists, think anyone not living a life of self determination and thought, madness and excess.

Ian.T

Ian.T

12 years 12 months ago

To see you sitting there on a toadstool with your bare head and no beard it really is a terrifying thing, this makes a change for you to go on the Dark side LOL.
I notice that you have started a line with "And" this always seems to be an extra, even on this one it can be dropped, but what or how does it affect the poem...Liked the terrifying thoughts you put there though..

I have answered your "Workspace" Idea but can't see where the answer went..
My Son made one of these for me where I am putting all my work on at the moment and those that I wish to be seen are there about 1600 pieces that are being seen by the public, the others, are in as you say draft mode for me to work on, it is a great Idea, hope others ask for it..
Great to see that you are on top line you take things easy as you are responsible for YOU, Yours Ian.T

weirdelf

your answer went into the personal workspace suggestion, I just saw it there

Ian.T

I notice that you have started a line with "And" this always seems to be an extra, even on this one it can be dropped, but what or how does it affect the poem...
I try not to do this but is it acceptable in the run of things ??????????
Yours Ian

weirdelf

was carefully chosen and used. Read the poem without it, quite different, yes?

Ian.T

with the And in there it sounds gentler without the cold is more severe,
Then this is just a choice not a grammar thing, and acceptable.
Thanks for your time , Yours Ian

Rula

Rula

12 years 12 months ago

I am sorry, seems I have missed the message behind . Any clues I would really be grateful...

Rula

for the clarification .I can hardly notice any difference. Have you done any
editing? If yes,I should believe that either you are
so dark in your writing or I have a problem in interpreting due
to different cultural backgrounds or probably for BOTH :-)
Don't worry , I am sure it is only me..

weirdelf

If you look above the title you will see a tab called 'Revisions'. If you click on that you can track the progress of the poem through its various revisions.

I'm sorry you find this darkly obscure. It is dark for sure, but to put it another way it's about feeling anything at all under depression and comparing that to other people's lives that seem depressingly ordinary, it seems to me sometimes living in a dumpster would be better.

Rula

that helps indeed..I'll have a look there and see. This interpretation was
really the first thing I got when I read it the first time and that's why I decided to post my little rant~*~clean?~*~ which might not 100% related but still have something in common..I believe,
I wanted to show how can positive attitude sweep away that sense of depression if that makes any sense .

weirdelf

in the very neurochemistry of their brain suggesting having a "positive attitude" is like telling a paraplegic to just keep walking. There are lots of things to do besides medication but just suggesting to have a positive attitude betrays a deep ignorance of the condition.

The other side of the poem is that even depression is better than ordinary. I think I'll leave this one for a while, maybe try another tack.

judyanne

i really like the edit

with
'Meaner and colder
is fine by me
It's too easy to moulder.
a life lived in lead
is the final dread.'
??
- too much rhyme still - moulder seems forced (imho of course :) )
I'd turn to mould.
in a life lived in lead
that's what I dread.'

love judy
xxx

Esker

Esker

12 years 11 months ago

because Elf I too once shaved my head
would be like writing poetry with a list of words
not to use

how would that change it
Or write in another personality entirety

when the most weirdest thing to do sometimes
is to just change!!1

amaing

thank You