The Comet ride

I have ridden on a hell bent comet
Its fire plumes burning the bridges
I left behind,

The asteroids, which followed behind
Had the names of Gods bringing the karma
Of things not so kind

A star of redemption came out of the sky
Shining bright with a truth, my icy cold eyes
Could not recognize

A path laid with lies
Would not be easily rectified
With truth and light

Star of the icy cold
Can you burn away all I know
which was forged upon the burning coals

My inner fire increased much higher
than the stars'
Taking it to the degree of supernova

In hindsight I felt I did not deserve
the truth and light, so I sabotaged myself
Continuing on my destructive flight

Not knowing where to disembark
I closed my eyes taking the leap of faith
How cliché, but there was no other way

Pushing away from the star
knowing we would destroy ourselves
Like a horrific wreak
Between two opposite traveling cars

I found myself distant and filled with strife
For the need of the bright shinning star
It was I who began to lose the flame of life

Suddenly I realized I was but a speck
An insignificant half of nothing
Which needed the half of something

A half that would be the full circle
Of my Ying and Yang
the core strength of my qigong

The reckless course I was on quickly changed
to my cold heart the flame of life
Did return

Now here I stand naked with my truths exposed
Before all the world to see
Who I could truly be

Funny,
But it was loves comet
That finally set me free