No one knows
how a patient feels
in an I C U
Some mistake it to be
as
I See You
unknowingly not really knowing
what's inside growing
why the moaning
a cabbage like feeling
one of pain
state of delirium
unconsciousness
or sub -conscience
What really is happening
is as in broad daylight or darkest midnight
no one is really saying
only Bill meter is glowing
the poor guys to foot the bill
wish it to be all over quickly
Sad 'tis it ...
but why pain
suffering
mountain scoring high bill
who can tell me
Suddenly alarm goes
all rush
what next
anyone's guess...
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Dear Bro
I spent a month in ICU in November of 2021, thanks to covid restrictions I didn't see a friendly face except those of the nurses who provided me one on one care the whole time I was there, I didn't even see them for the first week I was in a coma, this has hit me hard, apparently code blue sounded 7 times in 3 days, though I don't remember it. I have never been more peaceful in my life than I was finding myself again after all that.
love and biggest hugs Sis
Yes I read your comment elsewhere
but just now since a fortnight
a very near and dear one
is in it
Prayers we r offering
You have the experience
when one is drugged
perhaps one does not know
Thanks Sis
I wasn't drugged my coma it
I wasn't drugged my coma it was part of the illness. I have some memories of weird dreams. I had one memory of waking up on a trolley in an elevator with a young intern straddling me pumping my chest. But that was real not a dream I've found out since. But who can know what's relevant and what's not of the rest of my dreams? I'll never know.
Hugs xox
great expeince
Sis Seren